Thanks truthwillsetyoufree.
I 100% understand what you were going through and an elder in my cong told me a sister was a lesbian. They keep nothing private or confidential.
Yes, my desires for certain men are 100% natural to me. I am not sexually interested in women, never have been.
I especially appreciate your brining out point 3. It is not just abstaining from sex as a single heterosexual person could do. The heterosexual can find a women he loves and have a happy life as you mentioned.
I cannot- I am a virgin, am alone and will always be alone never knowing what it is like to love someone and have them love me in return.
Thanks for your post!