i have bipolar after i refused to take my neutrility stand(i served the army)
cskyjw.sun
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Bipolar disorder
by LunaFing init's been a long time since i've been to this site.
i just want to vent a little.
i was diagnosed with rapid cycling bipolar disorder early this year.
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As A Witness Did You Typically Feel Guilty?
by minimus ini believe the way the organization keeps many people in its clutches is by means of guilt.
no one can adhere to all of the theocratic rules of the organization and they know that.
i believe jws do things to ease their consciences.
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cskyjw.sun
my motivation to preach is guilt.i am afraid if i do not put in the hours the elder would come after me
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Field service reporting
by gutted inso one of the elders called asking for my time.
i lied, somewhat.
yes i did talk to people about the "truth" but not in favourable terms.. has anyone simply stated, "i have not been in service this month"?
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cskyjw.sun
i did report zero hour, they let me go because i said i am suffering from mental depression
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I feel so alone within Jw's
by XPeterX inwhy won't any jw call me?i always call them and they avoid me or meet me only for study and meetings.they won't even start a conversation with me on msn!i feel somewhat uncomfortable within jw 'friends'.i have prayed a lot about this all of my adolescent years and still no response.did this happen to you too?.
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cskyjw.sun
hi xpeterx i also feel aloneness in the kh.But i make reading the bible my companion.
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What keeps most members in the ''spiritual netting'' of the WTS?
by RULES & REGULATIONS inbirds or any other animal can be caught with a net.
they don't have the wisdom to see what's coming.. what does the wts use that is so powerful that most members can't seem to escape?
what makes them so powerful that they can have so much effect on everyone of us?.
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cskyjw.sun
fear of being shunned
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Were YOU a JW Who Was Always Afraid, Depressed or Ill?
by minimus inwhile i was an elder (in 2 congregations), over the years, i saw most witnesses that suffered from s o m e t h i n g.. either a witness had chronic depression, mysterious ailments that were never clearly diagnosed by a doctor, or were in fear.
afraid to offend another brother's conscience.,afraid to upset the elders.
afraid to grieve the holy spirit.
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cskyjw.sun
yes i am depressed.i am worried that i can't meet up to the expectation of the jws(psychologically) although physically i am able to do it
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To those still "active", what makes you keep going to meetings?
by Cindi_67 ini've been reading a lot of posts and a lot of you here on the board, are "active" members, attend all meetings and conventions, go out in field service, even help with quick builds.
i don't want this to sound like i am disrespecting anybody, but what makes you lead a double life?
doesn't anybody at the hall notice your lack of interest?
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cskyjw.sun
i am cskyjw.sun_63. i faded many times and each time i would fall sick(medically).i have no other social supports except the jw.
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Armageddon
by cskyjw.sun inwhich scriptures say that the governing body will be preserved through armageddon.
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cskyjw.sun
Which scriptures say that the governing body will be preserved through Armageddon
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What happens if you are unbaptised publisher for many years?
by XPeterX inare they going to kick you out of the congo if you don't get baptised?what is going to happen?.
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cskyjw.sun
you can remain as an unbaptised publisher if you are genuinely "not ready"
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Not preaching semi okay?
by techdotcom inso i havn't gone out in field service in something like 10 years.
doesn't it seem wierd that for a religion and organization that stresses the importance of 'preaching the good news', that not doing so seems so low on the discipline list?
seriously you can miss a couple of meetings and someone will probably feel you out to see if something (spirital or physical) is wrong.
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cskyjw.sun
i have a plausible reason for not preaching