I felted shocked & betrayed, but because I kept having these little thoughts "but what if it really is the truth?" I couldn't go from anger to happiness. It took me a good year to get those thoughts out of my head. I wanted to believe it was the truth, I didn't want to believe that I had been suckered and that I had in turn, taught my children wrong.
I'm very happy being out now. Once I was able to disable the belief in the governing body, I was able to move on.