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  Coming to Terms

  by jumper in

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  coming to terms.

  my family are deeply indoctrinated in the borg, my parents have been jws since 1963 my sister and brother-in-law and their six children are in, and my brother and sister-in-law are the family?s mascot bethel elder/reg.

  pioneer.

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  How long did it take you?

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  i spent most of my life waiting for the sky to fall, with most aspects of my life dominated by fear.

  iam 37 and havent set foot in kh in over 8 years but at times even today when my brain say things like "dont think you have gotten away with anything gods still going to kill you".

  the thoughts dont stay very long or come very often but when they do its out of the blue, and not cool at all.

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  Thinking of writing a letter

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  i am thinking of writing a letter of disasociation, sometimes when faced with a hard decision i make a list, a lot of times it takes a number of lists befor i get any clearity.

  here is my list so far.. 1) do i really need to in order to recover?

  its been almost 8 years doesnt time help to heal?.

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  Are we there yet ?

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  this might date me, but here goes.

  in 1974 i was eight years old i can remember my parents egerly looking forword to the big "a" there were many preperation to be maid, we stocked up on large cans of goverment surpluse welfair food, we set aside books & magz my mom though we should bury them, my dad said it would be safe enough just to hide them under the house, (he did'nt want to dig the hole).

  when back to school time came around they were considering keeping us out of school, and there was much talk about who we would first get to talk to among the risen dead.

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  I thought I was over it .

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  my name is joel i was raised as a jw, dunked at tweleve years old df 'ed at 17, 19, & 21 and then back in at 24 my father was an elder, my mother was the perfect model of subjection.

  four times a week we would all put on our smiles and go to the kingdom hall the book study and out in service.

  dressed impecably, and always well prepaired, all seemed as it should be, but at home things were crazy.. im sure that my experance is much like many of yours.

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