I am devastated I wanted to bring her home where she would be safe...She looked so much like my Emma....I don't give a shit anymore...My name is Juliette, I care about others I am not afraid. I am going to testify and my family have somehow found out...So bloody what...There is some reason for all of us to care and love and put ourselves out there...I am very sure of this part of my thinking and my heart.......
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I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............
by umbertoecho inthis may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.
i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.
she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.
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MY DAD CALLED THE POLICE ON BROTHER JAUNDICE AND AUNT CRUELLA NOW!
by ReligionOfHatred incruella and jaundice bought a old truck for their clean-up - janitorial business and their steering column had a few missing pins, they started telling people that my dad was trying to kill them.
there are several people who heard them make these false allegations, cruella said they were coming down a big grade and almost wrecked and it was dad's fault.
their going nuts and this guy is the cobe!.
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Oh crap. Try to get calm. I just posted about a tragic girl...I do get it...This is the time to lower the emotions and go into incredible practical mode.
Explain things in an almost distant and concise manner...Stay very very calm..Hysteria will go against you. Protect the family you love and do all that the police advise, then....Write it all up in the best detail you can recall...Very important to do this diarizing for it is legitimate in court....Can't recall the exact name of it but it is an American law about the testimony of those who are actually at the "event"...There is a name for it but it eludes me right now...
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I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............
by umbertoecho inthis may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.
i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.
she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.
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This may sound insane but I literally have blood on my hands as I have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...I wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...Hospital policy is against it. I said "What am I alive for then if not to tell the truth" She tut tutted and I walked out sadly in despair.
When I got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off. She was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid. She was walking fast and looked like she could throw a good punch if needed. I saw the cowards letting her go........".not today, not today" I thought...I went right next to her and followed her out of the clinic....She went into the middle of the road and tried to throw herself infront of a big black vehicle. I grabbed her hard and said........" I love you, you must not die". I don't know why I said it but I really felt this intense love and fear for her....She was dodging me, not looking me in the eyes.........Another car came by, she ran for it....I literally pushed her away and I swear it missed me by about a foot....I grabbed her and said she reminded me of someone I used to know really well...." Who? What are you? Are you one of them? " "No, I am like you and you are really pretty with lovely hair and I really do mean it. I love you and want you to get past this and live"
She ran away and grabbed a bottle and smashed it on the ground and started slashing herself. I came up to her and said it was okay and showed her my scars...Everytime the blood flowed I drew love hearts out of it. I could think of no other way to let her know that I cared. I told her my name..........Juliette and asked her to remember me as the one who drew love hearts with her blood and her pain. I told her it was okay to burst her boil of pain and ..........."By the way, who hurt you that you want to hurt yourself?" "My father:" She said....I got her to drop one piece of glass so that I could hold her cold hand and I kept telling her that blood was okay, I understood and that she was safe with me...." Why are you doing this". >> "Because I really do care and I love you believe it or not, I really understand and am not afraid of your expressions of pain..." I asked her her name.....Riley....I said she must try to stay in a safe fold, I would not let her die while I was there.This coward of a man. A psychiatrist came out, they all came out........they stood ridiculously far away, afraid for themselves..........He asked me what she said.......I told him she would most definitely kill herself, she had just literally tried to throw herself infront of two cars..." While you watched me and her and did not help!!!!!!!!!!!!" Asshole
He actually asked me what he needed to do...I said...Tell her you love her and that you want her to live and surivive her sexual abuse instead of freaking her out all the time, with your' f_*)*)ing drugs...." Believe me she will do it."
I had calmed her to the point that she was slowing down on the slashing side of things....She promised me she was clean........oh God, as if I care. I really don't...She is so young and afraid.
What if I had sat in that counselling session on minute longer? What if she had succeeded in killing herself.........Not on my bloody watch....I lost my Emma to suicide...
They took her in, under police escort. I told her to tell me my name..........Juliette! " Good girl" I said. " I have put your; jacket inside and I will remember you always, I will watch out for you".
Shattered I got into my car came home poured a stiff scotch and put Pink Floyd on.
There was the answer to my pathetic question of "Why am I here and why was I ever born?"
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Police Said Elder and Wife of Elder Are Suing Dad and Mom for Defamation, Slander and Libel!
by ReligionOfHatred inmy mom was sexually assaulted by the man cruella and jaundice are marching through their yard so dad allowed someone to post a fredrick mclean (fbi sign) and the aawa signs(pedophile warning!
) on his mailbox and yard, now this elder that tried to force my mother in to silence when she testified about the pedophile elder say's dad and mom are slandering him!..
the cobe elder told the police that my dad is trying to slander his name by putting these signs in our yard, dad did not put those signs in his yard, he did not take them down because this elder keeps bringing a sexual predator out in our yard.
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Please, help me to show the USA that a public inquiry into child abuse...
by defender of truth in.. in institutions is needed.
it needs to be done as soon as possible.. and i need you to help me.. i need someone, maybe more than one person, to draft a template, for a letter to the white house.. it has to clearly state that the usa is falling way behind many other countries, in terms of protecting children in institutions nationwide.. it has to make this clear: .
both australia and the uk (independent inquiry into child sexual abuse in england and wales, see here: www.csa-inquiry.independent.gov.uk/about-the-inquiry ) are currently investing large amounts of time and financial resources to research the best possible policies to protect children, across all institutions, religious and nonreligious.. they are working to expose the failures of various institutions, that have not reported child abuse, or have even covered it up... why are the united states of america not doing the same?!!.
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The Warren Commission (one of the more well-known Presidential ones) had legs.
Wasn't that the one that destroyed Norman Dodd's investigation into "Foundations?"
The Carnegie Foundation, The Ford Foundation and others I can't recall to mind right now.
This Warren Commission was stymied from the outset. Information was constantly interrupted by so many "learned ones who wanted to shut the whole exposure up". The determination of those who wanted all things hidden prevailed in the end......Look up Norman Dodd.
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Largest amount of refugees since WW2 in Europe
by Powermetal4ever inso i had a discussion with my mother about this, and she claims that because of this that: "we are surely living in the last days right now" while i must admit myself that the situation seem chaotic, i don't want to believe that it is the last days.
so question is, how do i face an opinion like that?
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What about good old Stalin's purges? Ukrainian peasants and others he wanted erased.......17 million died under Stalin, before he even got into the full swing of Hitler's world takeover attempt......I guess we could all go on and on and on....
History is an interesting topic, when not used in a manner that causes our children to have to "grow up" in a religion that insists on expecting the death of everyone but them.
How can any child grow up optimistic, balanced and with a positive view with such diametrically opposed beliefs shoved down their throats. How on earth can a child make sense of "being happy to be in a religion" that will save his or her life, whilst learning about an impending destruction. It causes so much harm.....I am at my wit's end lately with all this dreadful, ugly "expectation" that the society so enjoys.........
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ARC Review
by Joe Grundy ini've been looking again at the coverage of the arc examination of jw witnesses.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bonw67c9sew.
in particular, watch this again from 1h47m to the end.. i think i've made this point elsewhere, but you will rarely see this sort of thing happening in courts (maybe outside tv perry mason stuff).. in the context of british/aussie polite courtroom speak, the witness is accused of lying, his (the wt) lawyer is quick to disassociate himself from the lies, the lawyer offers a consultant's sick certificate, the judge tells him 'that won't help', and jackson is scheduled for the following week.. this doesn't happen very often and stripping away the polite courtroom speak is very revealing..
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I loved that moment, I kept replaying it until it really sank in that they were not going to let O'Brien get away with it.....Stewart just ignored his denials and said........." I further submit to you........" something to that effect. I have forgotten the exact words, due to a bout of amnesia lol, but i will read the transcript in all it's wondrous glory and transparency.
It was a great moment and I hold my metaphoric hat out to them..............
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Please, help me to show the USA that a public inquiry into child abuse...
by defender of truth in.. in institutions is needed.
it needs to be done as soon as possible.. and i need you to help me.. i need someone, maybe more than one person, to draft a template, for a letter to the white house.. it has to clearly state that the usa is falling way behind many other countries, in terms of protecting children in institutions nationwide.. it has to make this clear: .
both australia and the uk (independent inquiry into child sexual abuse in england and wales, see here: www.csa-inquiry.independent.gov.uk/about-the-inquiry ) are currently investing large amounts of time and financial resources to research the best possible policies to protect children, across all institutions, religious and nonreligious.. they are working to expose the failures of various institutions, that have not reported child abuse, or have even covered it up... why are the united states of america not doing the same?!!.
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I don't know what to do about this request. It seems that America is a very free place for all sorts of religions to function in. Are the guidelines different there compared to say Australia.
I think 8 Million is a substantial number of people to be considered. This makes it a big organization, for such a young one.
Are the states of America different in their perspectives on investigating matters such as religious abuses? Or is there some complete rule covering all states.............As was noted in this smaller population of Australia. It was still possible to "not" adhere to certain regulations from one state to another. This was made evident when Working with Children Checks became such a big issue. I see that America would be a hard place to convened an across the board investigation. Perhaps, state to state would be the way to go. Big things have small beginnings .............not the best advice, but letting you know I am paying attention.
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JWs are just weird people, I think their going insane!
by ReligionOfHatred inthere's a interesting situation emerging where i live and i want to share it all with you because its proof i think jehovah has pulled his holy spirit away.
when elders think they can steal from the government and pretend to be holy, than jehovah god has left us!.
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Crazyguy is going batshit crazy a Rant
by Crazyguy inyesterday some jw's came over to my house and were even being nice to me, most of the time if they do come by an elder or ms may say something but the others will not, its even hard for them to say just hello (how pathetic).
( they also do this behind my back as if i don't know).
i now realize by not being their i've handed my kids right over to them!.
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ANYONE encouraging your child to call them Dad is crossing the line.
To me that is the most important point at the moment. Don't rescind your' parental rights. This can be so dangerous. You ARE their father. Don't accept this and completely establish that fact to your children lovingly. Then be firm about how much time you will ever allow for people to be with your children.
Stop the meetings for now. Get advice in some well grounded form. Establish your' right as a father. Children are not to be tampered with by anyone, mentally, emotionally or otherwise. Try to be calm......very calm indeed.