Fakin it 'n stuff

by IP_SEC 100 Replies latest members private

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  EvilForce

  I will not judge your intents or your reasons. We all have our own for leaving / staying / fading.
  
  From my experience it's NEVER easy to leave regardless of who you are. Elder, MS, pioneer, publisher, etc. It's always hard and WILL NOT get any easier in the future.
  
  Ask yourself at what point would you become blood guilty for simply going along for the ride? Many Nazi's simply "processed papers" on Jews by telling themselves they would incur great hardship by quitting or standing up. But at what point did these people sacrifice their innocence? Not a judgement, just a hypothetical question.
  
  From reading your posts IP it sounds like you are still searching for unconditional love and respect. Sorry buddy it doesn't exist in the JW's. I've had to work on getting over any kind of unconditional love from my parents over the years.... most others have too. It sucks, I know. But it's a reality and you will not find that unconditional love in the borg.
  
  As a final point / recommendation based on my experience, the sooner you leave, the sooner the shit storm will be over, the sooner you can get on with your next phase of life. The sooner you will be free. Many slaves were loath to leave their masters after their emancipation....but live free, die free. It may be scary, it may be lonely, but it is the only way to live.
  
  That's my 2 cents worth.