Seattle Post Christmas Apostofest and Pictures (page 5)

redhotchilipepper

Dark Uncle: You are my hero as well! I was so happy to meet you! I truly was happy and priviledged to meet everyone. I'm sorry for acting like an idiot eveyone. I think all the pain from leaving the religion and my divorce for some reason came out when I was around you. I really was so overwhelmed at meeting you. I get panic attacks when I get in big groups of people and I haven't been exposed to that large a group for sometime. I feel humiliated and very low at heart.I'm so sorry and I don't care who knows! I'm an idiot and I owe you all an apology. I don't plan to post anymore. I just feel that I can't. I really am not usually like that. Take care. You are a wonderful bunch of people.I really will miss you. You have really helped me in growing and letting go of the Borg brainwashing garbage.

Thankyou Code Blue and NO Denial for taking the time to meet me and take me to the event. I really appreciate that. You are a special pair.

Thank you Princess for putting the Apostafest together. I'm sorry for being an idiot.

Thank you Little Toe for comforting me in my time of need. I will never forget it my friend. I honestly never will. I will always cherish and treasure that moment.

Dark Uncle: You are one of the nicest people I have ever met. I hope you find your soul mate. You deserve it.

maybesbabies

Redhot,

Shit happens. You are having a hard time, and we all understand. Don't feel bad, we have all been there. Just take good care of yourself, hon!!! (((((((RHCP))))))))) And don't go running off anywhere! Stay here, no one is upset about it!!!!

darkuncle29

Princess and Steve, thank you for hosting such a casual, friendly event.

I really enjoyed meeting people and putting a face to the avatar/alias. No offense to any whose name I may forget, as I am terrible with names.

Ratboy, thanks for the game, I needed that.

(Dammit, my brain is getting scrambled, and I want to thank everybody, like as if I'd won an Oscar)

Hugs to all...and you know I mean it.

Big Tex

Dang you looks you guys had a great time. I really wish Nina and I could have made it up there. But then Texas was well represented with the lovely Xena. Maybe next year.

Chris

Mulan

I don't plan to post anymore. I just feel that I can't.

Don't do that!!! You do need to apologize in a more complete way. Leaving the board won't solve anything.

missy04

Redhotchilipepper,

Don't stop posting!!!! I'll miss you too much!!!!!!!!!

Seriously girl I wuv you and you can't leave

Please please please please please??

~Sarah

kat2u

red hot,

We all care about you! We feel your pain and know that you are in a very difficult place.

Do not stop posting!!! You need support and thats what this board is for!

You would be suprised at how many of us have been where you are.

It will WILL get better.

Kat

maybesbabies

I echo Kats sentiment. It is painful to go through what you are going through. My fiance said the same thing, "That's happened to me so many times" It was just in bars in other countries where no one spoke the language. He is an abuse survivor as well. Hon, I've done my share of that, when it comes out, it comes out, there's no helping it. You NEED to vent, and this is the place to do it. Don't cut yourself off from a place that wants to support you. As I said, no one is upset with you, and the biggest reason for that is that we've all been there. Don't run off because of it.

flower

redhot....I went through an emotional breakdown at my first big fest too. its ok, dont blow it out of proportion..dont worry what people think, you cant help how you feel and..its necessary sometimes.

Aude_Sapere

Sounds like a GREAT time was had by all.

How long do I have to belong to the forum before I get to attend one???

Seattle Post Christmas Apostofest and Pictures

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