are you sure you miss that nonsense? I can relate to what you just said. I used to keep my house up imaculate in case someone might come by. Now I keep my house clean enough for my family. I tend to the comfort of myself and my family.
I used to go to extremes, then I realized that I pay my own morgage, and this is my new motto " This is my house, and I will do as I damn
Yes i do miss it. I miss people, all kinds of people with odd stories and them knowing that they could come to me for help. I never worried about my house or how clean it was, and neither did anyone else.Several times people moved into the house with me. They always chipped in their fair share.
For me life is about people, as the old saying goes"the grass will grow back, but children are only small once"
At the end of my life i want to be able to have friends and family surrond me.. Possessions won't come to your funeral or miss u.
The wTS has changed me. Yes i do miss my old self. She was a very cool person and fun to be around, and a damn good friend. I hate what they have turned me into.