I am so sorry to have gone off like that. I just couldn't take it.
Pardon my language, but fuck those people for selling me a load of bullshit that had as much truth to it as the man on the moon. If they hadn't gotten me so young, I would never have fallen for it. But I did. I bought it all and believed it all and looked forward to a better, new world. A world without pain, war, death and hatred. But that is all there is for us . All that there will ever be. Fuck those people and their la la land, new order crap.
I only went through a couple of weeks of therapy 20 years ago when my parents shunned me for a little while. I am seriously thinking that I need to go get professional help. The nightmares and the weeping have got to stop. I've had enough pain or whatever it is that affects me about the JWs when I least expect it.
I am sorry to have cast a pall over what should have been a funny thread. Please forgive your Robino. *takes hanky from Viv and gives nose a good honking*