Hello,
I think someone on this forum is a rat....or troll as I think they are called.
I am sitting at home last night watching Fear Factor, and there was a knock at the door.
I opened it to find two elders from my old hall. They did not seem very sincere when they apologized for disturbing me without notice.
They said the purpose of there visit was to just to check up on me, find out if my circumstances or opinions had changed.
We ended up in a huge conversation about my "inactivity", they wanted to know if there was anything keeping or holding me back from the truth, and wanted to know if there was anything i needed to get of my chest, cause guilt has away of keeping people back. I told them that this was well covered territory, that for the most part I was leading a more bible principled life then I ever had when I was active. I told them at this point I was happy, thanked them for taking the time to come and see me but much like they had left it with me the last time, I told them if I needed anything I would contact them.
Then they hit me with the old "by the way", it has come to our attention that you may be visiting and posting on apostate web sites. I nearly fell over. They even knew what nic name I used. They said that someone had been reading something on here, and read a posting from a guy whose brother killed himself whil df'd, and whose circumstances seemed to match mine.
They said to come clean, and that they would help me if I had fallen into Satans internet trap.
I was shocked.
I asked them, even if I had been, and even if it was so wrong for me to be on this type of site, what in god's name was this other person doing there and under whose permission was that person allowed to few these sites and i hoped that they had made the same offer of help to them. They told me that they were here to talk about me and the other circumstance was under control. I asked if under control meant sponsored by the elders. There only answer was that they simply wanted to know if the accusation was true.
I told them it was none of there business, and I asked them that if we were done, would they please leave.
They seemed to take offence to my "rudeness". Told me if I had nothing to hide, I should calm down. I told them that whenever they have come to see me over the last 10 years it is always about an accusation and that i was tired of it.
They left.
So.....
To them cause i am sure they will be checking I say hello ( friendly wave )
To the one who ratted me out I say hello ( waving a single finger, guess which one )
And since I am sure I can expect another visit shortly.....probably to take the steps to kick me out yet again for living my own life.....I say bring it on.....I am ready this time and i think it might be fun to dance yet again.
And a warning to you all......beware the internet.....not because it will corrupt your mind.....but because you never know who is invading your privacy, listening or reading in.