Why are you discussing this here. Its as silly as my statement here that I was going to become a witness again. Its inflammatory. It was wrong of me to do it and its wrong of you to do it.
If I decide to become one of Jehovah's Witnesses again at some point, I will discuss it with the appropriate people. Which is what you should do also.
If you are still unsure whether it is the truth, that is the discussion that should take place. If you want to be reinstated, then that presumes that you do believe it is the truth and want to live by the rules of the organization. One of those rules is to not associate with us.
Its simply silly to say you want to be reinstated and continue to post here.
I guarantee you the elders will think your active participation in this forum is greater grounds for disfellowshipping that any moral lapse you have had.
Maybe you should practice your self control by leaving this forum forever and not returning, unless of course, like us, you have decided that, at least for now, being a Jehovah's Witness is not for you.