You can't kill me.......I'm already dead inside.
I figured it out already. It was Anthony Morris records of "service" to the Navy.
A side point. We had him come out as a speaker when I was still swimming the Kool-aid canal. He struck me as unusually arrogant for a member of the GB at the time. There was another speaker with him from the branch and I thought his talk was well researched. i asked him for some of the refferences for his statements so I could look further into the source material....and he turned angry, treated me like I was his enemy, and I sincerly was just asking for more to study. I even asked him...."you aren't going to tell me the source material so I can look it up? Who do you think you are?"
It was just absolutely eye opening.