For years and years I tried to understand, it but one of the things that totally drove me crazy was that I could not understand it.
I thought it was me that I must be really dumb and stupid. I would study and study, study for all the meetings and then I thought if I read all the magazines cover to cover even the article's that were totally boring I would get it. Then I thought if I read the Bible, (bis mistake as it just cased more questions then answered them, so I reread it over eight times) but no matter what I did I just could not understand the religion.
There were so many questions and no answers.
Then I found this sight and now I know why.