I'm glad you're here, so it's not my intention to drive you off, but here's some food for thought, a little "tough love", if you will:
You're a serving elder.
If a JW in your congregation admitted to lurking on this website and posting comments critical of the Watchtower Society here and asserted his right to do so, would you vote to disfellowship him?
If I'm not mistaken, you yourself are committing a disfellowshipping offense by visiting this website and posting your own comments critical of the generation overlap teaching and of the GB "power-grab" (your words).
Doesn't the fact that you have to be lurking in secret and posting anonymously tell you something?
If the Watchtower Society truly speaks for Jehovah, don't you yourself merit disfellowshipping and destruction at Armageddon, which you supposedly believe is just around the corner?
No one in the WTS may know what you have just done, but Jehovah does, doesn't He?
Can it be that you don't really believe the WTS is what it claims to be?
If you don't believe the WTS is what it claims to be, why do you still go door to door trying to convince other people that it is?
Why are you still serving as an elder when you don't believe it all yourself?
Again, it's not my intention to scare you off from JWN.
It's my goal to get to you look in the mirror and face up to what you really believe about "the truth."