I bet people has forgotten me but that’s ok because I know they have helped me a lot on here.
Anyways I think the last time I been on here I mentioned my JW sister not going to my wedding. For those that do remember my story, the wedding was beautiful on the beach in Key West, FL! I loved it, regardless of none of my family except my mom came. It was my dream come true.
My family still don’t talk to me except my mom and a few family members that never became JW but were raised and understand some what. So I’m happy with the family I have… well I guess I should be. One day I thought though about the family that isn’t a part of my life anymore.
It won… In my head I’m thinking… freedom or my whole family. Well that’s what did it… I been going back to the meetings for about a month in my New Hall and actually it’s not that bad. For being Dfed they are actually pretty friendly. I know in my heart God has already forgiven me so I don’t really feel the need to go back but once I did I realized the part I have been missing the reading the bible, everyone’s comments and answers and last but not least the Singing! Ha I love singing, I’m not to into the new songs though but I love singing our old ones it was so emotional kinda.