Those scriptures say that if you aren't Christian you have no hope of everlasting life. The 'deserving' critieria is never reached if you do not believe in Christ.
It isn't necessary for you to continue this assertion. I REPEAT. THERE IS NO DESERVING CRITERIA of any kind. No Christian will assert this as it is diametrically opposed to the agreement that they have with God through the NT. Christians agree to the exact opposite of what you assert, that they deserve nothing but an adverse judgment. This is what brings them to Jesus. Now, do you get it?
I do not chastise God
Yes you do. And, I showed you where. Here it is again:
If God is this short sighted, I want nothing to do with him.
You can claim all day long that this is not chastising God. But, that is EXACTLY what you are doing here. To even to attempt to claim otherwise is foolish. Do you understand that this isn't remotely logical?
I DO chastise the Christian God
So which is it? You do or you don't? You seem utterly confused.
My belief is that anything is possible.
Your belief is anything but this. Or else you would logically concede that A Supreme Being (which is what most people think of when the word God is used) would have to be evil himself if he did not judge and punish those that inflict harm on others.
And, atheism is an impossibility.
Atheism posits "no God" . A person would have to be all powerful himself and look everywhere in the universe to make this a true statement. Ironically, an atheist would have to become the very thing that he claims doesn't exist to make his world logical again. Which in fact he does... but only in his own delusions.