Thanks for all the replies. Your thoughts are warmly appreciated.
THE CHICKENEST- Thanks bro. When you do have employees as you say - we do know about how hard their circumstances are , and how hard they struggle. And that's what troubles me so much about Jim - he never seemed to get rest or comfort from his troubles and hardships. I'm sorry to hear about the young man committing suicide in your area.
YKNOT- Thanks sis- I appreciate it.
WASANELDERONCE- Thanks. Good advice from you. I appreciate it. I will keep loving those I have still with me. And I do realize Jim was a ticking time bomb slowly going off for years since he was a teenager. Life certainly is random. Sorry your dad's best friend's wife died.
NELLY 136- I hope Jim is resting in peace now.
SAMMIELEE24 - Sammie's wife- Thanks sis . Thanks very much for the kind thought. It does make us wonder about life sometimes.
FLYING HIGH NOW- I'm so sorry to hear this happened multiple times to your ex-husbands relatives. Jesus. I hope things don't happen in 3's all the time.
BABA YAGA- Thanks for the kindness. Yes Jim was working so hard for his brother's sake - that he did forget about himself.
CALIBER- Thanks. It really does make us pause and take stock of our life and reflect.
AK-JEFF- It was extremely high blood pressure Jim had wasn't it ? The doctors couldn't believe he was alive when they put him on the blood pressure medicine in the first place !
DAGNEY- Thanks sis. I agree with you the main good thing we can take from this is to hug our loved ones tighter and tell all of them - we love them more . Great advice !
VERY STUPID 77- Thanks my friend for your caring thoughts. I tried to show Jim love and caring while he walked this earth and the times we worked together. I hope he felt that caring. I know he did .
FREE 2 THINK- Thanks for the love sis.
JAGUAR BASS- It is a shame people have to work so hard with not much to show for it. Thanks bro