These are my goals as a an Ex JW(DA 2003 - due to finding out what hypocrites they really are): 1) To get over my lifelong guilt complex, to get rid of the feeling that I was never good enough. 2) To be able to conquer my fear that I made the wrong decision and will in fact be destroyed at Armageddon, in spite of never really being able to believe everything I heard from the WT or being able to follow all the ridiculous demands made on us. 3) To deal with the heartbreak of my beloved daughter never speaking to me again, of the thought that I may never be able to be a part of my grandchildren's lives, if my daughter ever has children. 4) To deal with the loneliness I feel at having to start my life over, and to learn how to make friends and find my new place in life and not feel so isolated. 5) To figure out where I really belong and what I really belive. To find faith and trust again. 6) To finish my college education and become a Respiratory Therapist before I am 50. 7) To find and maintain a healthy loving relationship based on mutual respect, and a joint passion for learning and exploring new ideas and ways of life and actually helping others to really find true happiness. 8) To actually enjoy life for the first time.