Stilla a few thoughts in no particular order
I used to ask jws who threw there kids out what they were thinking.??. the kids often got into trouble b/c they had no place to live etc and then the parents would blame them.
If you have no jws friends, then you just don't. You are also not exactly a kid, I was married with a child and a second on the way at 22. My parents were around however and helped us as a young couple b/c you are not really grown at 22.
You might as well go if they are going to act this crazy about a lie or a skirt that is too short or very silly things like that. Good heavens, you would think you had been out smoking crack Most likely they just resent you for not wanting to be a jws and think they can bulldoz you into being one by cutting of the support. and that shite works too, money helps everything .It is nice to have money, to be able to have nice clothes, furniture, keep those nails done, drive a nice car.. You have it now, but look what price you are paying. But money is so nice to have.
you have a modeling job.45 minutes from your bf's. That is a common commute aournd this area, so what? If the BF is the only safe place,then move in with him. The elders will probaaby DF you for it, hate to tell u this. It is called tha appearance of evil. they presume you are fornicating , even if you are not. can't beat them, spend the night with him and they will DF you. They will say (even if you have only been given a week and have no money saved up) that you are an adult at 22 and if you do not want to be a jws then go and mooch off the worldy people. They(the elders) will not feel sorry for you, you have a nice life style and all your parents are askig is you attend meetings and pretend to be ajws. they will also say, you ar 22, you can go live with the scum in the world if you don't want jehovah. See how all this plays out? Scum of the world, etc. Most people are not scum, kids your age are in college and working. if not, they are married and raising familes. Most worldy parents woud not continue to support a 22 yr old unless you work or were in college.
I thought seredipty had some excellent thoughts, things that will buy you some time and could make our parents look bad to others, but whatever u do now, even if they let you stay, start preparing to leave. it is going to happen.
Life is fun, an adventure. It is not horrible out here, not like jws told you. Good heavens, get out and have some fun and start living.
So time to decide. Even if mom an dad back down, I'd start geting my life in order to move out. you are getting too old to live with mom and dad especially when they expect you to adhere to their religion.
Being a adult is fun and no you may not be able to live in the style you are acustom to, but you'll have to get a job and pay your way. or since you are attractive enough to be a model, most likely some guy out there will offer to pay your way. that's is not all bad either.
Have you been to college? if not, now is a good time to start.
for goodness sake, don't be scared, it is life, not a death sentence.
For now without a car, lliving inthe city may be perfect for you. You will have a bus line to use.
welcome to the rest of your life. you did not really expect mom and dad to keep footing the bills until you were 30 did you?
agree with scully, mom and dad will throw you out in a new york minute and allow siser moochalot to come an go.
for girls like you in the jws world you have only one choice, find a well off son of a elder.probably not too hard if you ar pretty, but otherwise you cn grow old in the jws world. by 30 you ae an old maid to them. I'm so glad I hav left that crazy thinking.
