according to the witnesses, I get dangerous ideas about how to test out my faith. for instance, I decide to go live on a college campus. It was ok, mostly I just liked being away from home. I stayed regular, even increased my hours, strangely enough. But the reasoning mom and I used was, 'hey, I've been trained, so now it's up to me. If I'm going to be bad, it doesn't matter if I'm here or there, I'll be bad"
Well, in our eyes, the college experiment turned out well enough.
My new one, methinks, is posting on apostate websites. I mean, the things y'all say are not new. Before I even knew about these places, I was writing WTS and god hate stuff in my journals. It's part experiment, and part like finally getting a chance to debate those issues with who I used to be, and seeing if how I feel now can stand up.