Intensely lonely

by Cabin in the woods 47 Replies latest jw friends

  • Cabin in the woods
    Cabin in the woods

    NOrmally I am fine but a glass and a half of wine and my heart is breaking.

    The irony of it is is that I was as lonely as this in the congregation.

    I feel overwhelmed with life and never seem to get anywhere or get anything done.

    God, I sound pitiful. I really do have a lot to be happy for but I live up on a mountain in Vt and have almost no association as I have been house bound for so damn many years.

    Guess I had better get out and socialize a bit, huh?

    I work from home as well which although can be good in one sense it can also contribute to intense isolation.

    My yahoo pm is cabininthewoodsvt if anyone ever gets a chance to chat online. I just realized that the witnesses do NOT have the truth in January of this year so I guess that I am still in shell shock. But I had not gone to the hall for years so I have lost touch with everyone. I can not believe that after 33 yrs with them that the last few they just forgot me. I tried to get them to allow phone contact and they said no... even though I said that I woulld pay for it. Ooii!!!!i. I

    usually am not like this... really. I just need to get it out.

    Thank you for allowing me to join you and vent.

    Mary who lives in that damned cabin on that damned mountain in Vt.

  • primitivegenius

    welcome mary, tell us bout dat cabin. post pics of the view off of your front porch, so we can drool over em.

  • Cabin in the woods
    Cabin in the woods


    You are fast! I will try to get pics soon for you. Tonight there was the usual herd of deer as I feed them, the turkeys, birds, chipmunks......

    Lots of animal companions around here!

  • Gretchen956

    Ha, I posted to the other one, looks like you accidently posted twice, that happens sometimes for some silly reason. Sounds like you live in my kind of place, I'd love to see pics too.


  • Cabin in the woods
    Cabin in the woods

    I just noticed that I posted twice. Uuugghhh!!!!!

    I am sorry guys.

    Try to be more careful in the future.

  • delilah

    Welcome, Mary.....even living in a piece of heaven on earth, can be lonesome sometimes. I'd love to see pics of the VT. mountains. I'd love to be in a cabin there for a few weeks....I'm glad you found us here. You'll never be alone now! Mmm, just thinking of where you are reminds me of maple syrup...and it's that time of year, which means Spring is coming. Cheer up Mary....Hugs and best wishes to you.

  • primitivegenius

    yeah mary you might wanna open a bed and breakfast up there cause that there cabin in da woods sparking lotsa comments

  • Cabin in the woods
    Cabin in the woods

    You really ARE there!!! You will never know how much your responses mean to me.

    Is there ever a get together near Vt.?

    Yes, maple syrup time is coming.

    By any chance is any one from or ever have lived in Alaska. That is where I really, really want to live.


  • LDH

    On the up side, you're considered Rural Territory TM so I bet you never get called on. LOL.


  • bikerchic

    to JWD Mary!

    You sound like a neat person, I've noticed your postings over the past couple of days, good to have you here!

    I would love to chat with you but don't have yahoo. If you have msn send me a PM.


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