Just a question: If you are still JWs (for any reason, many just can`t leave because their entire families are wrapped around it, etc), but don`t believe in it, and lead a "double life", how do you cope with going door to door? I just can`t imagine how it must feel like to go out there and try to tell people at the doors or in the streets things you know are just BS! How do you deal with that? Don`t you feel like...hypocrites? (and I don`t mean to offend anyone with that question, hope you don`t take it that way). I know door to door-witnessing won`t cause problems to often, because, fortunately, most people have the sense to tell you shove it and get lost, but then occasionally (once a year? lol), there`s this little old lady that will invite you in, even serve you coffe and biscuits, and listen carefully to what you have to say. And then, what do you do? You can`t exactly lean over to her, while your witnessing friend is out witnessing to the little old ladys toilet without lifting the ring out and then witnessing all over the floor, and then whisper in her ear that "look lady, you know, all this stuff I`m telling you, it`s all BS, don`t listen to a word I`m saying, I`m just full of shit, long story, don`t ask"...can you? What I`m asking, is: How on earth do you deal with this? If succesful (even though reluctantly) in your "witnessing", then you will be dragging some innocent, naive victim into this crap religion, that might have serious consequenses for, in a worst-case-scenario, this persons entire family, consequenses of life and death, shitty upbringings (if this person you have recently converted is young, and eventually marries and has kids), etc. So: How do you deal with this?
(again, I`m not trying to offend anyone. It`s just a question, I`m curious)