there is really nowhere else for me to post about what goes on inside me.
i know that my problems aren't all because i was a witness.
the agony in my mind has led me to a psychiatrist.
he has diagnosed me with cyclothymic mood disorder, a milder form
of bipolar disorder.
started lithium last night. if this doesn't work i really don't think i can
i am bringing a lot of things in my life to closure, completing some things
that I wanted to do. I still have things on my list and that does keep me
going to some extent, hoping the pain will subside from time to time.
it is cathartic for me to write it down and sometimes relieves the pressure
for a bit.
i have been psychically punched so much that i really don't think the wound