in the last few months, i have had quite a bit of big deal jw related shi* go down in my personal life.
i have started to post about it several times, but each time i start i can't seem to find the words.
i want desperately to reach out to folks that i know would understand, but i just freeze up.
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Only you can know when you are ready to share your story. There have been some really touching stories here, and for the most part, everyone if so understanding and caring. Do it when you feel you are ready.
And ignore the idiots that reply in ignorance.
love
mamashel
i just heard this song today on the radio coming home from work.
i remember when it first came out a couple of years ago and i couldn't listen to it.
it was for me one of those songs that made me wonder why i couldn't have a love like that.
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Oh how good it feels!!!!!
I remember when i met my hubby. I was upstairs in my appartment, and my friends boyfriend brought this guy by with him. I heard his voice, and thought who in the world is this. But his voice went completely through me, i swear. And when I walked down stairs, I swear I am not kidding, this thought went through my head, this is going to be your life time soul mate. I said to my self, yeah, whatever. Never gave it another thought.
He asked me out that day, and we went out, (oh god I hate to admit it), and spent the night together.
The next morning he said "will you marry me"? He was only kidding at the time, but here we are 11 years later, and love each other more than ever before!
Good luck, and I hope things work out well for you 2.
mamashel
one of those subjects we all study at some point in school, is the holocaust.
i remember thinking before i learned about it, that i knew all the horrors of this event already.
after all, it had been mentioned on many programs.
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I can honestly say, I read this 3 times. I really didnt realize how much anger and resentment can just eat you up inside. Sometimes we get so carried away in self pitty, that we cant even see the small things in front of us that can truely make us happy. All I can say is thank you for the post, it was really helpful to me.
mamashel
well, i talk about my abuse so much i haven't found the need to post it.
i guess i will post it now so i can write it once and not have to keep writing it over and over again.
well, my eariliest memory is of being punished.
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You made me hurt for you. The only thing i can say is you are a survivor and a stronger woman because of it. You are the type of person who will be able to help someone else some day, believe me, you will.
love
mamashel
the apostates here have so many wrong assumptions.
anyone that posts against them they assume is defending the society.. i'm neutral towards the society.
i don't defend it nor do i attack it.
You must not learn much from your teachings. I was always taught to leave things in Jehovahs hands, and he would take care of it. You must get some kind of charge coming here, because your reasoning is completely idiotic.
mamashel
it seems that all that you apostates can do is attack and call names when others don't agree with you.. so hey, what do we expect from evil doers.. you are not good people!!!!!.
you are bad people.. .
so attack, attack, atttack the apostates.
Optical illusion, how many legs does the elephant have?
mamashel,
ps, nice steam engine englishman
it seems that all that you apostates can do is attack and call names when others don't agree with you.. so hey, what do we expect from evil doers.. you are not good people!!!!!.
you are bad people.. .
so attack, attack, atttack the apostates.
And I say that it is the jw's that attack and name call when someone doesnt conform to their beliefs. Like you have just done in your statement that we are evil and apostates. And again as I stated before, if you RELLY BELIEVED in your faith and your god, then you know that you would not even be posting on this board, because your brothers would tell you to "leave it in Jehovah's hands, and let him take care of it. So why is it that you are waisting your time here? Gettin extra field service hours? I have done my homework, and have seen for myself the false teachings and chose not to attend any more, but that does not make me an evil person. You are the one doing the attacking.
I think what you need to do is go pull out some of your old magazines and look up some information on bad association, because you know you are not suppose to be associating with us bad associations.
mamashel
you can copy your post below to make sure it is not lost:.
all of this accusation stuff is so crazy.
i'm not buying any of this that is done against the catholics nor.
All I can say is HOW DARE YOU??? Just because you have never been through anything this tragic doesnt mean it doesnt exist. You are probably one of the jw elders who would tell the family member to be quiet and not tell or they would be the one in trouble. And do you think just because 15 years went by before someone told that the person it happened to has actually forgotten what happend to them. Give me a break. Go sit back in the kh and learn some more of your so called love for the TRUF.
mamashel
started dispensing some sl brochures to the local kingdumb halls.
you know, i get a good feeling from this.
tomorrow morning i get my new sl" wt abuse" graphics put on my rig.. tr
You go boy! They cant miss it on the side of a big rig.
As for Comfy, here we go again. It is quite obvious that YOU do not know the will of YOUR God, because if you did you would be no where near this site.
mamashel
sept. 30, 1955 james dean was killed in a car accident.. sept. 30, 1955 cc ryder was born.. that's right....it's my birthday!!!!!.
but i don't guess i turned into james dean at birth...lol.
cc
Happy B-day CC
mamashel
