I just got finished watching yet another version of A Christmas Carol (this time, the one starring Patrick Stewart -- one of the better remakes).
Those who are familiar with the story will recall when the mysterious Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come escorts Scrooge into the cemetery and shows him his own grave, Scrooge replies with the question: "Why show me these things if I am beyond all hope?"
Perhaps it's just my usual holiday season depression, but I am in a particularly dark mood tonight.
No spirits have ever visited me. Even God has not made his presence known to me in any manner that I would consider what the Bible refers to as "evident demonstration".
I therefore have to draw the conclusion that either my time has not come yet (which I hope), or that I am indeed beyond all hope. I'm not talking about the JW-version "disfellowshipped apostate" misery where there is "weeping and gnashing of teeth", either.
It's just been a rough year. I could sure use a guardian angel or something.