After he was reinstated, he said that he always missed the association with his family, especially at night when he was alone. But, he admitted, had the family associated with him even a little, that small dose would have satisfied him. However, because he did not receive even the slightest communication from any of his family, the burning desire to be with them became one motivating factor in his restoring his relationship with Jehovah.
He had no desire to restore a relationship with Jehovah. He was emotional coerced into doing something he did not want to do. It is no different than when a person puts a gun to a family members head and tell you to rob a bank for them.
No one should be forced to worship in a way that he finds unacceptable or be made to choose between his beliefs and his family.
Proof positive of the hypocrisy of Jehovah's Witnesses.