clarity
a few yrs ago i posted about my daughter in law ........ http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/202817/1/happy-and-nervous-for-my-daughter-in-law#.u2uf91fli-0.
she has been such an inspiration .
she has studied hard and next week will be recieving her associates of science degree with honors !
clarity
this is a rumor i heard back in november, it comes to me third or fourth-hand.
feel free to poke holes.
i have many doubts about this myself.
Watchtower organization can change anything now,
and not many even notice. 3 main reasons why ...>
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1. Jehovah's witnesses in general, really don't care
what the 'flavour of the day' is! "Even if they are wrong".
2. For the most part, the old timers have died off, or
are soon gone! Ex jws like me, do remember & do
care! They can hardly wait until we all disappear!
3. My grandchildren, who are the recipients of this
newlite ....have no idea about 1914, 1918, 1919,
1975, Beth Sarim/Beth/Shan, drunken Rutherford
who banned all holidays to keep family members
separated etc ....they really have no idea. They
only see the social aspect...instant friends who
are commanded to love you...lots of them!
Service is fun now 'cause you get to be with
your friends ......persecution, tar & feathering,
thrown in jail ...hhhhmm never heard of that!
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Oh yeah, they are laughing at us. With every
new trick they pull ...they are laughing!
Because KH witnesses don't care & don't want
to think!
first off - for those lurkers who feel guilty just for being on this site and reading this (even if you don't read any further, as it is your right to choose that course) i want you to know that you're not alone in what you're going through or in what you are feeling.
if you read on, i hope my experience may be of some small help to you.. this may be long, but i'll try to organize it in a way that doesn't make it painful to read.
to start, i feel it is most beneficial if i'm upfront and honest with my goals from posting this, which are (in order of the degree to which they motivated me):.
Welcome Joe ...I hope it won't be too long before
Mrs Joe joins you!
Your thoughts are right on the money! Clear & concise.
All the best to you both ...looking forward to hearing more.
clarity
does someone have the boe april 25 letter about the transfer of the local ownership of all kingdom halls to the society?.
it seems a mayor financial transaction, allthough here in the netherlands.. gorby.
Gorby .... you might be interested in this video,
I love these friends ..Mike & Kim.... talking about
the Elders instruction pages regarding kingdom hall
projects, and the financing...... info that R&F is not
privy to. They will send you a scan.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7usJBB9yjA
(hope this works)
all the best
clarity
tell us a little about yourself and your family.. can't, have family still in.
were you a born in or a convert?.
convert.
Thanks for doing that ...you sound like a very
level headed good person!
clarity
we have often heard about the need to "put on the 'new personality'" as a jw.... but i have realised something in these last few years of awakening to the ttatt...i dont like what i had become as a 'good' jw!.
i realised that being a 'good' jw made me very:.
critical of my fellow man,.
Ditto ......screw that!
i saw two brothers this morning next to the main train station in liverpool city centre this morning.
they were not actively approaching anyone.
what i found strange was that they were from a cong that has different territory, so i don't know why they were there.. anyway i knew them both, and they know i was df'd, i was in my car and couldn't park up for a chat, but i did beep and wave to them as i drove passed and they waved back.
Omg I am 'praying' to bump into one of these!
Saw one in the city as I drove past, but couldn't
find a parking spot. It wasn't a standard trolley,
just some old jw on a 4 wheel scooter that he
had rigged with a little rack for magazines.
He was sitting on it ....parked on the sidewalk! lol
clarity
i'm talking like makes you physically sick and emotionally frazzled just thinking about it.
i'm talking like you hate it to the point you'd rather go without than work at it just for the money.
you'd live on cheap korean packet noodles for the next year instead of exchanging your labor for this job's money.. well, this is how i feel about teaching and tutoring.
Julia ... have you defined exactly what it is...
that you don't like about teaching?
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Hate the hours, you hate kids, hate getting up in
the morning, the paper work, the union....what?
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To me, work is pretty "life & death", something that
is a need...not necessarily a want.
If you really have to work & there is nothing else
right now....then maybe start viewing the job in a
different light! And yes...I have puked my face off.
clarity
my wife and i have two wonderful children aged 1 and 3. i was raised as a lutheran but stopped believing in my late teen years.
my wife is what i would call a liberal jw (yes, i believe such people exist .
sooner or later our children will have questions about religion and the differences mom and dad show towards it.
CultBgone... a lot of wisdom in your words CB,
excellent advice! Thanks for writing it.
It is a keeper .
clarity
even tho i grew up in the org, so much that once seemed normal behavior now seems so bizarre and even cruel.
i have run into at least 3 people from our old cong since the memorial (i didnt attend) anyhow i have noticed how each time they go out of their way to say hello and flash me a big bright smile, only to immediately avert their eyes and end any possible commitment to a conversation.
i dont really care as i dont have anything to say to them anyhow.
Bumped into a pioneer who I had known for 35 yrs.
She pointed her finger at me as she circled around
me in the store, sniggering all the while ...
omg all I could do, was stand there with my mouth
dropped open at her stupidity!!!
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She has pioneered much of her life, never married or
had children or her own home! Wears the same plain
boyish clothes she wore in her 20's.
I really fear for her if she ever sees the real truth
& what she has missed!
clarity