Well Krista,
You have found the home of countless people at various stages of the same journey you are on. It is good to be validated and have support from others who understand.
Hopefully you have not traded your real world of friends for the JW community already. Reviewing all the folks you describe at your KH made me wonder at how hard I tried for 40 years to make friends out of so many people I didn't even like.
Stick around, you fit in already.
Jst2laws