My hunch is you may be over-analyzing it.
How are you just supposed to stop over analyzing it? Even when you know it's "not the truth", the residual echo can still be overwhelming. To hear a nonJW speak about Christianity, and have all your OLD thinking come back to haunt you, on one level or another, is hard to leave. As evidenced by this board, you can leave it, but it doesn't leave you.
You can take anything in, but you can't take everything out.
Thanks for your heartfelt and humble input Daft Fader. I hear ya.