also another instance comes to mind, i eventually returned to the jw's, I was out from 15-18 (mom allowed me to stop going which at the time i didnt realize how rare that was, she caught alot of heat). anyway i climbed the ranks to pioneer and MS. while i was in my early 20's i had a solid group of friends to hang with, but alot of them moved, so i really tried to find people to hang out with in other congregations. i found people, but they were boring, in fact one dude outright told me after i asked him if he liked sports that he "doesnt watch any sports or movies, he just focuses on his assignments and doing the territory cards". yeah, i want to hang with him, LOL. this lead to a period of depression, to make a long story short, another brother introduced me to oxycontin. (its a long story, but he had health problems, and at the time had a doctor that over perscribed the s**t out of him and gave him a phat script for 80mg oxy's once a month)
i've done alot of drugs in my day, and oxycontin is by far the most powerful drug i have ever taken. and the example i will give you is, i was feeling really crappy and depressed and it was a meeting night. so when i got home, i popped an 80mg oxy and went to the meeting. that drug is so powerful that not only did i feel great, but the meeting was actually......ENJOYABLE! LOL
oxycontin made me feel so f'ing good that i was enjoying the meeting so much, i didnt want it to end. this is why i think its one of the most dangerous drugs in existance. this is all opinion, but i think its so powerful that there is not a negitive life situation that exists that oxy's wont make better, even perhaps enjoyable.
you could be on day 1 of a 20 year prision sentance, and if you take an 80mg oxy, you'll be like "hey, this isnt so bad, yea the food sucks, but i feel great. my cell mate is pretty cool, yeah he raped me, but he only did it once, some guys cell mates rape them all day. so this isnt so bad."
LOL!