I'm quite familiar with Seattle, nice to see some shots of the city taken way back when.
What year was that taken?
I wonder what stadium it was held in.
so while making a you tube video of my dad today, i came across this in a dvd of home movies from way back, i didn't even know about it... originally shot on super 8 film, shot off screen with camcorder in 1992, with open mic, transfered to dvd in 2010 .. made to you tube in 2013.... check out the food service, without paper plates no less .. it's only a couple minutes on convention then, a little seatle conventions were a family vacation when we were growing up ... .
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=teslivkoak4.
I'm quite familiar with Seattle, nice to see some shots of the city taken way back when.
What year was that taken?
I wonder what stadium it was held in.
my name may be a bit premature...because i'm actually still active within the org, but i guess you could say i've already "left" in my heart.
i'm just scared to take the first steps, because i don't know any "ex's" in my neck of the woods, and i'm very scared of loosing my family.
i just need someone to talk to.. .
Welcome,
It sounds like the best thing you can do is take it slow and start a gradual fade. Depending on your circumstance, you could fiegn some sort of malady like depression or anxiety. These work well because so many of the rank and file witnesses have either or both of these.
My fade was based on my high blood pressure which I did have while on the watchtower wheel (two BP medications per day) down to one small med now and now BP problems.
Depending on how close you are to your family this tactic may very. Use your imagination on what excuses you start to use for missing meetings.
that comes with being disfellowshipped for reading "apostate" literature.
the movie is on youtube i would post the link but i am not sure if we can do that... (copyright and all).
at the 24 minute mark she is at a mall with this worldl guy and sees her df'ed brother.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIDwXYACfmM
It's broken up into 8 sections on you tube this is the link to part one
so over the last 5 - 7 months as some may know i have resigned as an elder and just came to a cold stop going to the meetings.
brothers call i wont answer the phone.
if they come by i just wont answer the door.
To be continued:
Let us know what happens next. I'm sure you'll hear from them again.
congratulations to justitia themis on all her hard work at putting herself through law school.
after being raised in the watchtower organization and having survived all of what that entails she has picked up the pieces, analyzed her strengths and has made choices to better herself and the community.. .
i am so proud of her.
Congratulations Justicia,
You are an amazing woman.
first of all thanks for all the kind words!!!
i am over whelmed by the responses.
i work very hard through the week and the only time i can reply is in the early morning hours, i read the respones on my iphone through out the day, if there was a way to log on with the phone, i would.
i have served 20 years as an elder, 5 years as an ms. was on the district committee in 2010, held various positions on the district , circuit, and rbc level.
probably been on more than 100 judicial committees and even an appeals committee.
was the coordinator in our congregation and deleted because adult child was df ( i kicked him out at the time of his wrongdoing, but that wasn't enough for thr brothers).
Welcome James,
I too was an elder for more then twenty years when in 2006 I raised some questions about the no blood/fractions OK policy I was quickly removed as PO then after a visit from a CO was removed as an elder. We're glad to have you here stay strong and be patient, the truth about the truth will be revealed to you and you will be free.
new research:.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/05/31/kathleen-taylor-religious-fundamentalism-mental-illness_n_3365896.html.
i guess religious fundamentalist's could be mentally diseased.
New research:
I guess religious fundamentalist's could be mentally diseased
As the English would say:
"whale oil beef hooked"
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Chance doesn't create things and I don't know how things are as they are but I'm sure you must know how it all happened.
Please tell us we can't wait.