I have this powerful feeling that if I am conscious at the point of death I will smile internally because my reality is to move onwards as we all will to another state of consciousness of no justice - simply the life of being.
R.Crusoe
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HOW do you invision the day of your death...
by zeroday ini'm a truck driver and thus in one of the highest casulity profession and also ride a motorcycle...will my death be by motor vehicle or natural causes...i wonder sometimes...the moment of death what will it be like...
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If someone told you to take a Hike --- would you take this one?
by AK - Jeff inhttp://www.brightcove.tv:80/title.jsp?title=1438490562.
jeff .
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R.Crusoe
Watching that sure makes ones arse tingle relentlessly.
And Andalucia Spain?
Imagine the guys who erected it back in 1901!
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personality disorders
by wings inborderline spaz with hypo theoretical deficiencies.
that's me.....who are you?.
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I'm off shortly wings, and I'd hate to leave anything as an epitaph that doesn't give all and sundry the freedom to skewer my memory. The Sound Of Music My Dear - Que Sera
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personality disorders
by wings inborderline spaz with hypo theoretical deficiencies.
that's me.....who are you?.
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R.Crusoe
I heard a sure fire cure for WT brainwashing was to get a lady like wings to strap you to a bed, horse whip you till you beg for mercy, then for her to ride you till your broken in like some wild stallion off the range. When you're done she whispers in your ears how you'd better cut out all that stompin round until the next time. Usually takes no more than a dozen 'breaks' to convert any JW male into a regular guy!
All we need is some exJW women to set up a ranch and round us up!
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since leaving
by alone insince i left 3+ months ago, i've have been going through many changes.
first, i have developed a host of physical ailments, most i believe related to stress and coming out in my body.
i had always been pretty healthy, except for the depression, but now it seems everything is falling apart.
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Alone - maybe you are experiencing the lack of unity and closeness that all humans are adapted to = natures human experience?
The WT is an empty vessel for human closeness and soul bonding making its noises whilst the world has moved on.
Maybe your anger is at the lies that deceived your whole existence.
The WT does not deserve its place amongst humankind - its divine claims are pure lies and deception.
I hope you find solice in some people someplace.
I am thinking of moving on even from here - I feel zero connection most places. Maybe that is what they have done with you?
Best wishes because you deserve them! The most giving end up with little but their own heart and purity of inner spirit - no matter how tainted by the large groups of smiling vultures under the billboards of large corporations.
Your sort are worth a great crowd of them. But alone is hard. Alone is tough.
http://thelightbody.com/2006/03/05/theendofsex/
This guy seems to have a few talk shows on this link for the individual to locate inner strength.
The guy is Matt Guest and some of his stuff I found helpful.
Trouble is, as we know, life has no replacement! And it sometimes feels like we're in constant search for exactly that! Many tell us the real truth is in ourselves and the NOW - but I still say maybe that is for those who already have bonds to many others. Ones who have little or mone are still alienated from species they are a part of.
I can see why you were away 3 months and are back.
Maybe I will see if I can make it permanent. I am chasing a horse on a carousel with no chance of catching it! I wish to get off cuz I'm dizzy.
Where to go from there is nowhere. That is our place - not ideal but far better than any KH, far better!!
Hope your Joshua Tree helps you find someplace somewhere you connect with.
Crusoe.
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700 million babies to be slaughtered
by hamsterbait inthe world population increases by 70 million each year.. this means that on the day armageddon strikes, at least 700 000 000 babies under the age of 10 wil be slaughtered.. 192 000 of these will be less than 24 hours old, many of them killed with their head barely hanging out of their mothers vagina.. how can the witlesses love a god that would do this - even long for it??.
it strikes me that for the witlesses morality is entirely relative.. i well remember the kingdumb song: "some paint god cruel" (wt does!!!).
hb.
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R.Crusoe
We are now seeing numerology face up to the WT- and from hamsterclass! Wait till the superior species get in on the act.
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personality disorders
by wings inborderline spaz with hypo theoretical deficiencies.
that's me.....who are you?.
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R.Crusoe
The last time my personality was disorderly, I took myself in the yard for a good ass kickin - Jim Carey style - and everything seems to be in order for now.
That kinda advice is priceless and not available in any medical centre. lol
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What really happened in 1914
by Leolaia injesus christ invisibly (so that no father's clock governing earthly dominion satan the devil alcyone clouds armageddon with a great big light show stars moon satan fun late revealed charles taze russell (a studious timetable embarassed big dragon satan-ella sauntering his way ruse crown, and so he took a swipe at satan-ella.
so jesus then morphed himself into michael the archangel kick satan's ass earth stupid watch crap!!!
pissed off new servant because in the meantime, russell's group had splintered into many different groups and he had to choose one of them to be his servant.
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R.Crusoe
Leo - whatever and wherever you happen, I really can imagine fireworks would be nomatch for you!
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The reason:
You were conned into looking outwardly instead of inwardly as to how to lead your life.
It wasn't a selfish act - it was the only way you knew!
How many times did you sit or lie in complete despair and carry on not knowing any alternative?
They had people by the brains and wrapped it up with sexlessness. Humanoidism JW fried!