No, the problem was with me obviously. I just had to do more, reach out more to quell my doubts.
Even after I stopped going and moved out of state I would still say something to the effect of 'I'm a Jehovah's Witness, but I don't go to the meetings anymore.' stuck in a pathetic limbo. Took a while to convince myself that I wasn't one at all. I never went back once I left, but it took a *long* time for me to leave mentally. There's still a few things I need to do to deliver the coup de grace so to speak.