darlings, yeah i know what you mean! i find it rather funny. i love it when people say oh i love Shaun he is a good laugh he is gay you know! or were is Shaun??? which Shaun? the gay one! when i told my grandmother i was gay she said darling i don't care what you are!!!she said but darling when you go to dance halls who buys the drinks lmao!!! then she made it worse by asking me do you ask men to dance or do they ask you!!! like you all im used to it! ive never know any differnt x
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EX JW'S WHO ARE GAY!!!
by daydream1900 ini was wondering if there is any ex jws who is gay!
i met some active jw's with gay feelings two years ago on yahoo after talking many months!
they invited me to germany on vacation but on the understanding that i told the rest of the gang (none gay) that i was indeed a witness!
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JEHOVAHS HOLY SPIRIT!
by daydream1900 inhello darlings.
well one thing that i don't feel stupid for is the statement- owww did you feel jehovah's holy spirit!
i don't know about you but i have never felt jehovah's spirit while i was in the org, .
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hello darlings.
well one thing that i don't feel stupid for is the statement- owww did you feel jehovah's holy spirit!
i don't know about you but i have never felt Jehovah's spirit while i was in the org,
at times i used to get so down about this, i used to feel that i was not doing enough or maybe doing
something wrong? my mother used to say after the book study at our home,oww can you feel the spirit??
no mother i cant! its just body heat!
when i was a regular pioneer i walked up and down countless streets feeling so alone and lost!
this alone was driving me away! also trying to fight gay feelings was another countless task!
i was also having dreams and premonitions about things that coming true, and i was kinda knowing what people were gonna say before they said it! i spoke to the elders about this and they said that i must be some were getting involved with spiritism! i wasn't!!when leaving the truth i did visit the the spiritualist church(very naugty!)
they said i had the gift!but my conscience told me to get out! so i did!! now i don't have these feelings as bad now!
also what doesnt make sense to is that i used to know the scriptures so well, i see many of you posting scripture quotes and i cant because i don't remember them! this happend just weeks after leaving the org!
i think it must be some kind of mental block i have developed! but i have had to start all over again!
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Faces to Names
by Peaches-n-Cream inhey all...
so many of you have given me a great big welcome to the board.
do any of you have pictures you wouldn't mind posting so i can match some faces to your name?
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moomin you are so beautiful!!! i love tha trendy pose in tha wedding gown!
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Faces to Names
by Peaches-n-Cream inhey all...
so many of you have given me a great big welcome to the board.
do any of you have pictures you wouldn't mind posting so i can match some faces to your name?
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me darlings!
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A duck walks into a bar........
by MidwichCuckoo ina duck walks into a bar and asks: "got any bread?".
barman says: "no, its a pub, try the shop round the corner"
an hour later duck comes back into the bar.
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three tampons walking down the street!
which one is more likely to talk to you??
1.super?
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Is it harder to get reinstated after being df'd for apostasy....
by JH in.
is it harder to get reinstated after being df'd for apostasy than any other sin?.
i would imagine that if a jw admitted posting here over 10,000 times, that it could be difficult to be re-instated....lmao.
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Once you realize it's not the truth,607/1914, not spirit directed,
has the organisation announced this???? if so then why ain't the religion fell to bits OR WHAT HAVE THEY SAID?????
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What were your seating habits at the hall?
by JH ini would always leave a space between me and someone else.
i hated when someone was seated right next to me.
didn't feel comfortable.. i also loved sitting in back of a tall person, that would hide everything, like that i could close my eyes and the speaker wouldn't notice.....lol.
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me and my grandmother used to sit at the back so we could talk about what folk were wearing n stuff. or we would talk about what to eat after the meeting or what video to watch! my mother always tried to split us up but to no avail.
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Another year of Blair?!
by Simon in.
why can't the useless sack of **** get the message .
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk_politics/5318354.stm.
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the only good thing that's come from Blair is that handsome son of his! i think tony Blair is disgusting! he is so far up bushes arse crack they have shamed our country's! i just wonder what turd were gonna get next!
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My first time ever going to a church service...
by troubled mind ini took a walk this morning and ended up going to the service at the church down the street .
i have always been curious as to what it would be like .
funny i was really scared someone from the hall would see me go in .
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well i think its the same as when ya first go to the hall! i go to the memorial every year and ya can guarantee there is a huge crowd around me i hate that! i say to my mother if they all come at me I'm going! i just sit there beetroot red with all these faces i don't know looking at me! i could have done with that attention 10 years ago in my old congregation when i was just about to jump ship!
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EX JW'S WHO ARE GAY!!!
by daydream1900 ini was wondering if there is any ex jws who is gay!
i met some active jw's with gay feelings two years ago on yahoo after talking many months!
they invited me to germany on vacation but on the understanding that i told the rest of the gang (none gay) that i was indeed a witness!
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all i can say is bring it on! they will soon tire if they even dare to cross this bitch!
