I don't believe in any god. I don't believe in any kind of big brother watching me, controlling me, blessing or cursing me.
Through my own spiritual experiences I learned about love being the ultimate creative force. It is always available to all of us, we exist through it (bodily functions). And we can increase its availability to us (if we want more strength or deeper understanding) by consciously open up to it. Some do that by praying (to a god, goddess, angels etc.) others by meditating, tai chi or whatever. Whatever method works for one can be used. None is better than another. No need for guilt trips, no need to give it a name, no need to participate in an organisation or pay for it. It's for free.
(Sometimes we want to find deeper understanding by braining and struggle!)