No disrespect meant to Deputy Dog but, I'm a Christian and I don't believe that. I believe that Christ died for everyone and it's an act of free will to choose to become a Christian. Yes, God does call people, I believe He called me, but it is still a choice.
Sirona, I used to be a Pagan before I became a Christian. No one converted me or convinced me to become a Christian. I’m really not into debating or trying to convert people. I had enough of that as a JW. So I’ll just tell you my experience of becoming a Christian.
I kept driving past a particular church and something inside me kept telling me to go there. I didn't go for 2 years because I still had the JW mindset that churches are "evil". One day, I decided to research that church on the Internet, I wanted to make sure they didn't do anything crazy like roll in the aisles.
I found them on the Internet and they had all the sermons online and all the services were broadcast live on the web. The pastor was kind, caring, humble, intelligent, and well spoken. Nothing like the JW elders. Inside, I realized that he was speaking the truth and that this was what I had been missing in my life. A short time later I got up the nerve to go to the church and I became a born-again Christian soon after.
There is an amazing power in Christianity. Since I became a Christian there has been an incredible change that has occurred in my life. God has made me into a better person. I am filled with love, peace and contentment. He has blessed me, healed me and answered my prayers. I spent years in therapy because of being a child abuse victim and that didn’t heal me the way God has. Therapy is good, I don’t want to knock it, but it’s no substitute for Jesus. My husband noticed the change in me and became a Christian a few months later.
I have found that Jesus is far more powerful than any spell and is more loving than you could ever imagine. It can't be proven or disproven. It’s really hard to explain in a way that a non-Christian can understand, you almost have to experience it for yourself.
I don't want to ramble on and on so here are some resources that helped me in my search:
This is the church I attended in Florida. http://www.calvarymelbourne.org/ Many ex-JWs attend Calvary Chapels now. I know several that attend this one in particular.
Two books that really made an impact on me during that time are the “Case for Christ” and the “Case for Faith” by Lee Strobel. Strobel is an investigative reporter and a former atheist. He’s a really smart guy and his books are really well written. http://www.amazon.com/Case-Christ-Journalists-Personal-Investigation/dp/0310209307
Tower Watch is run by an ex-JW turned Christian. It's a great website. http://www.towerwatch.com/
Questions and answers about God and Christianity. http://www.gotquestions.org/
Whatever you decide, I wish you the best.
Charlotte