I already PM'd OFC with the admission that it was me who was her Secret Santa and because of some serious circumstances in my life, I have not been able to send her her present. After finding this thread, and reading the heart wrending comments from her, I feel like a real piece of crap. I have been having a tough time lately feeling any part of this board anyways.........and, I'm sure it's mostly in my own mind. I feel the need to publicly confess to you all that I was the one who hurt OFC. I wasn't in a very good space before I read this, and after reading this, and some situations that have developed today, I'm feeling pretty low right now. I'm sorry, OFC, I never meant to hurt you so deeply. I will be sending you a present as soon as I can dig myself out of the hole in my personal life I've found myself in. I apologize publicly for not coming forward and admitting it sooner.
Terri
