Remember as clear as yesterday......
Was constantly looking over my shoulder to see if my staunch JW wife would walk in and see what I was doing, seeing as cruising the internet for infomration on JWs other than the official site was tantamount to inviting Satan himself into the house. Was so paranoid about it at first that I set up seperate profiles so she wouldn't accidentally "stumble" on to what I'd been doing.
Right now.....I could care less. She knows I cruise poztate sites, so, she never uses my personal laptop computer. Wouldn't want to get any deminz coodies on her I guess. We have several around the house, one she's claimed for her own.
Once my BIL was over my house and he happened to pick up my computer and start cruising. He went to Kent's old site, I think it was WT observer or something, and proclaimed,"Hey...they have Russels will on this site"......you could've cut the air with a knife as his JW wife moved in closer to see what he was up to. He got real quiet and didn't speak to me much after that that particular day, but later told me, in confidence, that he considered himself da'd and that he sometimes read criticism of the Soceity, but, keeps it to himself because his wife would not understand.
He hasn't spoken to me about it since though.