Allright let me tell you what happened yesterday. I went to the meeting yesterday because my cousin was visiting and wanted to know where the kh was located. I finally offered to go with her to avoid any issues. At the meeting everyone of couse is so excited to see me there. I got a lot of "its so good to see you" and "welcome back" and a very corny speech from a brother I don?t know, about how he is there for me. Anyways at the end of the meeting, one of the elders came up to me and asked if we could schedule a formal meeting. I panicked and agreed for Saturday afternoon. What was I thinking?? I have expressed to another elder the questions I have, and I think that?s what they want to talk about. I thought I was cool with everything until they decided to meet with me. Its crazy to think the control they have over people to make them react this way?.
What can I do?