Thanks Everyone. Many valuable points.
I had always tried to read the Bible as a JW, but would feel very disturbed by the passages and stop reading, within a chapter -guaranteed. Would feel guilty for that sometimes. Now I understand I was trying to swallow a whole herd of swine, all alive. And Its normal for a person to throw up, by doing so.
To sum up, if we need to feel good and comfortable, don't Read the Bible.
Any more points, welcome.