Rulhayl, my husband joined this so called religion later in life, believe me when I and others here tell you that you are NOT getting the full picture while in 'publisher' mode.
You should decide if you should follow mere men or your God given brain in the following (and these are just a few)-
how you dress & wear your make up, shoes (no toe cleavage, no kidding)
how you can have sex with your spouse
who you can associate with
what holidays (or not) you can celebrate
if you will kill yourself and loved ones with the ungodly blood policy
if you can read the Bible by yourself
if you can have opinions about the Bible and have discussions with fellow members even if they disagree with the governing body of jw's
if you can research history that disagrees with the watchtower and discuss with others
if you will shun someone and treat them like crap because why? well, hell you don't need to know why, you just shun someone because we said you should.
if you will slowly begin to shun your own family and friends because they are not jw's and you will not even see yourself doing this and then you will justify it with jw reasoning
if you are allowed to research the history of the watchtower
if you will also protect a pedophile because the jw's have asked you to so there is no 'reproach' upon the organization. You may even be asked to go to court and tell the court what great guy/girl the pedophile is.'
if you will spend every Sat knocking on doors to tell them about a website
and on and on I could go, this is just a start.
If you continue with the jw's without researching it WILL change your life forever and not for the best. You could end up spending years in a therapist room dealing with PTSD, emotional, physical and spiritual abuse issues. Not to mention dealing with the guilt of what you have done to your friends family and how you treated them once you realize this is not the 'truth' but a man made cult.
You do not become a better person or learn any 'truths' about God becoming a watchtower follower, how could you? you are too busy with nonsensical busy work going in fs and meetings towing the company line and putting your friends and family second (if that) do learn anything of value.
Do some research!