Hi there this is my first post as I’m not sure what to do.
my family (both sides) are well known in our circuit and very dedicated to the truth. But we’re relatively normal people and I love them all so much.
My parents were alcoholics so both were DFd and then my dad died. My mum came back but has since faded. As a result my younger sister and brother didn’t have the same experiences as me so didn’t stick with it and didn’t and won’t get baptised.
When I was being raised my parents were doing well so I always took to the religion.
I got baptized when I was 17 - 5 years ago. I left school and worked with my family business but over time I’ve decided I don’t believe in God and have made changes to start fading. I got a new job, moved to a new town etc. And have stopped associating and going to meetings.
Only some people know I want to leave. Some people think I’m just depressed and that’s why I’m not going
The elders are wanting to meet up. I said I couldn’t. My uncles is the coordinator. And he’s offered to meet up just me and him for a coffee.
Shoukd i do this?
do I tell him I don’t believe ?
or or do I say I’m depressed (which I am but not the reason I’m not going)
I’m not leading an immoral life at this point.