Some Witnesses realize that they got into a religion and it turned out to be disastrous. Many decide they have to somehow get out. Some do it right away and others take longer.
Where are you in your journey? Are you making any definite decisions to leave the religion? Maybe you have family and good friends and it makes departing more difficult.
Still , do you plan on continuously leading a double life or will you courageously leave a religion that you know teaches lies??