Sorry to hear about the death of your son-in-law. As if the darkness and chill of November isn't gloomy enough, bad news sure doesn't help. But hang in there dear Grace! Christmas is coming and another springtime won't be far behind.
And don't let us skeptical types here on the forum discourage you. In spite of differing points-of-view, we still have much in common. I may buy into the theory of evolution, but I still believe life is miraculous and every day should be treated like a gift. And I have studied lots of math and science, but none of that stuff can begin to explain the power of love.