How is your mother? Have you left the JWs?
My motheris still in. One of the reasons I keep coming back. I keep thinking that there must be something to the "Truth" to keep her in. She is so strong minded.
I was baptizedc at 12. I realized I had doubts when I was 16. My mom had me study with a sister. I moved out of town when I was 19. I tried to fit in with the local cong. End up getting reproved.
Stopped going. Started going again. Married a non-believer-best thing I ever did.
Been married for 26 years. I spent that time coming in and out. I think 1 foot was always out the door. I feel like my whole life has been spent doing the hooky pooky....you put I foot in...you take one foot out... you do the hooky pooky ....and you turn yourself around.........that's what it's all about.