I obviously wasn't thinking about what they were actually teaching at the meetings or I would seen through it much sooner. Once I started to wake up mentally, I actually paid more attention at the meetings to actually test out what was being taught. Didn't take long to figure it was all BS afer that.
But back before I realized I was in a cult, I'd think about anything that would pass the time. Sex, and hot 'sisters' of course, but when I was a kid/teenager, in between the sex fantasies, I'd create new worlds in my head. I'd create scenerios, places and characters that went through fantastic adventures. Their adventures never ended. I could put em on hold until the next meeting where I'd pick up the storyline and imagine new adventures for them.
To show how bored I must have been, I remember looking at the number of paragraphs at the WT study and figuring out the halfway point, the one quarter point, the three quarter point. I'd announce to myself, "Yah! Half way!" or "Three quarters!" I even did that during the songs. I'd count the stanzas/verses and announce to myself from halfway down. Halfway, three quarter, 7/8s, 6 more words...