So many great comments.
So many believed 100% that what was told to us was 100% 24k Solid Gold God's Truth...we wouid not grow old.. But the TTATT is that they sold us gold plastic junk. Just like any sleazy business. They abuse their employees, us. If we don't like it, leave. We have to understand, leaving WTB&T$, is a GOOD thing. There never was any benefit package. We never even got an xmas turkey, lol!
As a fader, I can't believe, what I used to believe. (shaking head) Yikes. There are so many honest hearted good "worldly" people out there/here. Educated. Enlightened. Normal.
Most of my life is over, yet because I just recently (not yet 8 mos.) learned TTATT, I am finding I can relax, as in I/you am not blood guilty over anything. What a terrible lie to hold over volunteer heads. I lived with a lifetime of guilt. I didn't feel like ALL the time witnessing to people. I didn't like going to the Hall early to listen to the sisters discuss/gossip what each one was wearing. geesz! I didn't want to have to go and smile and welcome new people. I had never planned out my future, I wasn't suppose to make it to 6th grade, 8th grade, high school. I am now retired. I had never planned on that. Thankfully, my husband was a professional, who paid into a retirement fund. Where we lived in about 1974/5 the gov't was offering to let you opt out of paying into retirement funds every month, if you so wished. They offered to give you in one lump sum what you had already paid in. I know 2 bros who agreed to this. Not a happy story.
I think about now, that I will grow old. Silly, that it is a new thought.
On facebook, I see what fulfilling lives, so many of my classmates have had. We are told not to go to our high school reunions. Is that because we will be embaressed? JW's are odd. I always made a point to let everyone know I was a jw. Not anymore. I have moved and am starting over. Why should I tell people I was brain washed, so stayed in a useless cult, for almost all my life? I am not an a$$hole, so I am keeping my mouth shut!