I would be a full-on uber uber uber reformist .....
Hailing the WTS as God's Org while lamenting the stupidity of this 'dumbing down'
Raising my children to be homeschooled uber little old-school theocrats, spreading that zeal and infecting other children as well.
Trying to do more, trying, trying, tyring.....
Ever viewing things with rose colored glasses, boundless optimism as if I was the engergizer bunny.
BECAUSE ALL OF IT WAS 'PROOF' THE END IS NIGH, JUST AROUND THE CORNER.....LIVING IN THE LAST DAYS!!!!!!l
It is only because of an accidental click onto JWN (then JWD) instead of the watchtower.org, Terry's comment that compelled me to return and information provided by many kind JWD members willing to share themselves, their pdf collections and time that I am awake and a member of the ever-growing conscious-class.
(big hug and thanks to Simon and all who held my hand as I slowly opened my eyes fully)