David
If you're still out there, I'm disappointed. You dropped your conversation with me like a hot potato, evidently because the questions I raised were too difficult for you. On your conversation with jwfacts, he has given you a thorough point-by-point explanation of why your views are misguided (at the top of the previous page). I would suggest that you consider his reasoning very carefully before answering. In doing so, please also consider this: maybe, just MAYBE what you have been told is NOT the truth after all. That may not be the answer you're looking for, but if you are able to embrace it as a possibility, you will find that everything starts to make sense.
Cedars