I think Shelby nailed it. They would have to be 100% right, to be the truth, to earn my trust and have me 'join' them. If they're just a little bit wrong... well, that's not the truth then, is it? Why turn to something like that? Anyone can be right about some things and wrong about other things. Anyone.
They are not the truth, Paul.
I'm so sorry you're still having nightmares. Its been a while for you now. I hope you listen to the advice of some here. Read the books LeavingWT keeps recommending. Ask for help if you need it. Talk to someone about the nightmares following you out of the organization/cult.
Peace and strength to you,